Times Flies By
I can’t believe that it’s already been 4 months since we found out I was pregnant. Time flies by so fast. I have hopefully 3 more months to go. But I might be having her a little earlier. She has gone through so much. So much worry, stress, and almost losing her. But knowing that she is still here keeps my heart up. She is a strong one. My mom says she has the same fight in her as I do from when she was pregnant with me. I didn’t know my mom had all the complications with me as she did. Every possible thing that has tried to kick me out of this world, I have pushed through it. And I am hoping this baby girl is the same way. I know I complain a lot about the pain, but feeling her in there everyday just makes me smile. People tell me this life isn’t just about me. And I know that. It’s been about her since I knew she is there. I am thankful for her. Even though I thought it was the wrong time for me, she knew is was the right time.
TUMBLR FAMILY!!!!!! I totally forgot to tell y’all of the news. So last week we found what we are having. We are having…….A GIRL!!! Yes, it is team pink. LoL. But our little beauty is going to be here in just a few short months. I can’t believe it is going by this fast. We have some names in mind, but we are not spilling the beans just yet. But I know this little girl is going to be dangerous. She is going to be gorgeous with a sick and twisted humor just like Ruben and I. Speaking of him, we are going good. We have our days, but what couple doesn’t. But honestly I could not have asked for a better man to have by my side and to have as a father to our child. I know he is probably nervous, but I know he will be the best daddy ever. And that little girl will love him just like I do. But yes…a little girl. So watch out world. People think I’m evil with a pretty face, they have no idea what is coming. :)
"Eat me, Sebastian! It’s okay for guys like you and Court to fuck everyone. But when I do it, I get dumped for innocent little twits like Cecile. God forbid, I exude confidence and enjoy sex. Do you think I relish the fact that I have to act like Mary Sunshine 24/7 so I can be considered a lady? I’m the Marcia fucking Brady of the Upper East Side, and sometimes I want to kill myself. So there’s your psychoanalysis, Dr. Freud. Now tell me, are you in… or are you out?"
"She reads books as one would breathe air, to fill up and live."
Hello Tumblr Family!!!!
Man, life has been getting hectic!! I am now 21 weeks along. My little spawn seems to becoming more and more active everyday. I cannot wait til I get to hold my child in my arms. I now get to sing to my little one, and it seems to love it. Every time I do, I always feel the little movements. I know I am supposed to be singing soft little songs. But not for this one. I can tell this one is a rocker. Just like it’s mommy. Oh, and my due date was moved up to January 3rd. So I might be having a New Year’s or even Christmas baby. So we have about 4 more months left. So excited!!!!!!